Blehh

No more coffee for me!!

Yesterday I was in ruins. I had a lot of coffee. 4 big ones in about 3 & a half hours.

I was halfway through my fourth when I started to sweat, like a hot & cold flush. My heart was pounding out of my chest. It was pounding all over the place. Started feeling woozy, short of breath, gonna spew...

It settled down some, but my heart was still beating so fast & I couldn't calm it down. I kept getting like flashes of adrenaline, you know, like when you think of something that makes you nervous & you get the big butterflies... well I kept getting that for no reason. Even when I got home from work & went to bed, my heart was beating all out of whack it felt. I was going to go to the docs today, but that just freaks me out haha.

Fuck that, I don't want to feel that ever again.

So hopefully it's just the coffee, nothing else...

Fings Wot I Like

I just got Kurt Vile - Childish Prodigy on vinyl. It's going to be a difficult wait to receive it.

Mundaaay

Twisted tree.

The shell of a spider.

All gone.

Bird bath.

Big blue ocean.

The moon is right above the tip of the sugar shaker.

Teapot

I'm a bit behind the times & it has only just come to my attention that a song I like by Earthless called Cherry Red, is actually a cover from a band called Groundhog. They're a pretty good listen.

Also, check out what I believe must have been the inspiration for Tame Impala's Solitude Is Bliss album art...

I came across this clip on Tame Impala's page - this man has some serious dance skills.

I listened to The Darkness the other day, something I haven't done in a long time. God, I looooved them so much...

Victor

This is an immortal apple that I have had sitting on my desk at work for 2 & a half weeks now. It has no sign of rot whatsoever. People want me to throw it out. I say, "No."

Pianos

Images via supmag.com

Soft

"There is always a moment in your life when you realise everything in it, is different to what it was.

It's only there - after a massive amount of mistakes, happy moments, & anger episodes - when you realise, it is you who needs to change.

I'm human, therefore I will always be evolving.

I am what I decide to be.

& you are welcome to take my hand & walk beside me through this journey called life.

Just always know, that I love you... with all my heart."